Foot Pawz: Day Five: Juniors and Freshmen

I am in the best mood. I haven't been this completely happy with my life in months. Months. I am so happy. I have been smiling all day and just jumping all over my house like a crazy person for the past few days because I am so happy. And yes it is because of a boy. I totally didn't write anything on here about him because he reads my blog so why would I put stuff on here about me liking him, especially because he told me he didn't like me? That would be stupid!!

So heres the story:
We have been talking for a few weeks, about 3 hours a day at least for about 4 weeks now I think. We talked about everything and nothing until 11pm and we became really good friends really fast. I was bored one day when my parents weren't at home, so I invited him over to hang out. I showed him the tragically awful quality dvds from my dance competition and we sat on my couch. He had his arms around me and we were holding hands and I kissed him on the cheek a few times but other than that nothing happened. We were just really close friends running around making sure we didn't get caught by my dad who was coming home soon. But we both had a lot of fun, and he picked up that I liked him. And he asked me to go see the school play with him, and we decided it would be a date. Of course I found out later that I couldn't go, but who cares.
Anyway, I invited him over again a couple days later. We watched another dance dvd because I was supposed to make sure it worked, and we sat and talked for a while. And I started kissing him on the cheek, and I sat there with my forehead on his cheek just looking at his lips. And we just sat like that for what seemed like hours, but I didn't want to kiss him because I didn't want to do something he didn't want me to. And he had never had a first kiss. He had never had a girlfriend. Even though he is 2 years older than me, I feel so comfortable with him. I'm not scared that he's going to want to go to fast, or cheat on me, or do anything stupid. I know that he cares about me. Because after that hour-long second, he kissed me. And for the rest of the time he was there, we just kissed and kissed and he just is so adorable that I can't even figure out how to say how happy he makes me. And how happy it makes me that I have a boyfriend who treats me right. Who wants to tell his parents and all of his friends and just be there for me and love me and take me out and talk to me and just be himself for me. He's seen me laugh and cry and freak out over nothing and bitch and complain and he STILL likes me.

My friends are kinda being very awkward about it, because of the age difference and the fact that they didnt know I even liked him. They really love me too, but they think that kissing on the first date is kinda sketchy.

But nothing is going to ruin this for me. I like him a lot. And I am happier than anything or anyone right now. No one can take that away.